weird nightmare

I started working out again and my dreams are weird and I'm remembering stuff about Candice that feels real. 

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I dreamed Aaron Pierre was my boyfriend and he was abusive. I kept giving hints to friends to help me, I kept lying to him to postpone the abuse so I could come up with a plan. 

I tried to get strangers involved to intervene. I even met Julia Roberts and forced her politely to take my phone and I ran off. That way I could tell my boyfriend that I lost my phone and would need to find it before we go home. 

And at one point, it was like I was out running something in public. Ah! It was my friends. I was talking over them so they wouldn't say things I did with them that might trigger him and I even fully avoided others I didn't think would get the hint. 

And when he asked me why things were weird or something (because he was fine as fuck in my dream) I seduced him and told him I wanted to fuck him in public and I would do anything he liked that night if he let me. 

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