she made a statement

It's official-- publicly. 

Candice said they broke up because they basically want different things outta life. Ashley's always wanted to move away and Candice doesn't share that desire. At least not right now.

I found out because Kaylin made a group with me and Lacey and texted us. I missed it completely until Lacey said "____! Did you see the text?"

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I'm high now. 

She also said they'll "maintain a strong friendship"....

.....is it that publicity or real?

When I was sober and didn't read into that part, I immediately thought the way she worded it, made it seem like the entire post was more for everyone and not for them. 

Now I'm second guessing that a little. 

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I can't believe they actually broke up. 

I'm a little in shock. 

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Laura just texted me about Candice too. It's not crazy but I forget how many people have been in disbelief up until now. 

She also led with the fact that she also doesn't think the statement was from the heart. Felt more rehearsed than anything. 

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I also never wrote it, but I had a dream and she was in it. Thursday night.

I was fantasizing about her and one made it into a dream later on. 

I was at the gym, idk why. But she was working, looked up and saw me and her eyes lit up and she casually spoke to me. Then she got back to her client but found another moment to catch my eyes and smirk as she looked away. 

It was cute and drove me crazy.